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| 09.05.04 (4:44 pm) [edit] |
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someone leave me a message.... i am soooo bored :cry: school is bringin me down.. bad. got this crush on this guy and he doesnt know it. :oops:
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| bored out of my mind |
| 08.29.04 (10:42 am) [edit] |
friday was fine... went to see hero with jet lee.. it was ok. saturyday my cc race got canceled cuz of the humidity and the temp... i was pissed. that night we went dancin... that was the only highlight of the day. i had a lot of fun. i saw some peeps from indiana there. today i didnt do anything except download and listen to music. goin to youth today, but dont really want to... it is really boring :cry: i have had something on my mind for quite a while. ok here goes.... when i was first brought into the church i thought it was an awsesome experience. i went on all the trips and went to the camps and parties and shit for a few years. just this summer in july we went to charleston south carolina for a mission trip, it was awesome. when we got back i had this thing pulling at my heart that i couldnt explain. when me and my mom went to barnes and noble i went over to the young adult section and was drawn to the faerie and magick books. and then i thought, maybe i am doin the wrong thing... goin to church.... but i know that if i tell my friends this they would shun me for the rest of my life. so i kept it quite. then i told one of my really good guy friends, eric... but i didnt really understand his view of it. so i am really confused right now. the dark life really appeals to me more than the goody goody life with the church. the way i want to look at it is bein a christian kinda restricts you from doin a lot of the things that are fun... but when you are on your own you seem to do anything you want... nothing holding you back.
well if anyone has any comments on this i really want to hear... good or bad. i am so confused about what to do with my life and i want some feedback. :?
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| today was ok |
| 08.26.04 (7:35 pm) [edit] |
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well at school i got poked, tickled, and pinched... my day wasnt that interesting. :cry: cross country was great... i am finally improving!! YAY!! coach said he might put me back on varsity later in the year.... uber coolio... :P watched the olympics over at max's house with deerl and megan.... the mens 200 was really interesting.... the stupid greek or french people kept them from starting the race :roll: finally they got to go and america got 1st 2nd and 3rd!!!! well i gotta do homework so ciao for now
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| cc practice was great |
| 08.25.04 (4:27 pm) [edit] |
man theres this guy on my team... he has been on the team for the same of time i have and here he is askin where to go on a course that he has run like three times a year!!!!!!! oh my gosh...... and thats not counting all the practices we have had there. :evil: it just makes me so mad!!!!! and his jog... his feet dont even leave the ground... he glides over the ground omg how slow can you get???? but anyway other than this little pet peave of mine practice went great..... we ran over at big bone state park.. i love that place.. we ran around the lake and did the course once... it wasnt too bad, compared to yesterday... EIGHT 400's!!!!!!! :?: :!:
well i am gonna go take a shower and go to bed.... night all!!! :D
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| boring day |
| 08.25.04 (1:09 pm) [edit] |
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today was a good day i guess.... nothin exciting happened... maybe somethin will happen at cc practice. :twisted:
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